~all i need is you~

All i need is you . Is that even too much to ask ? :'(

what i mean is this ...

sometimes ... i feel so worlds apart with you though you're just sitting next to me ...
sometimes ... i feel like you're very close til i can feel you breath whispering to me though you're miles away from me ...
sometimes ... no one can read me as good as you do ...
sometimes ... you're like the hardest person to understand me ...
sometimes ... i believe in every single thing you said ...
sometimes ... i hate to even hear you to start the conversation ...
sometimes ... i can feel you can't never live without me ...
sometimes ... i feel like you don't need me ...
sometimes ... i thought you're my soulmate ...
sometimes ... you're a stranger ...

you're hot ... you're cold ...
you bring me up ... you bring me down ...
you hold me strong ... you let your hand go ...
you stare at my eyes ... you don't look back ...

I wonder ... is this love ?
I wonder is this how love suppose to be ?
I wonder ... why ?

But ... as for right now ... I still believe that ... you're the one ...
everything doesn't make sense ... until i met you .
since 2009 .

As it...Finally...

OMG ... it is very mean that until now then i update my blog ... like seriously it has been a while ... i just don't find the right time and the right mood to update ...
Hmm ... bloggie must be mad at me me right ? aww ... im so sorry ...
what i have today is ... i'm quite bored early in the morning ...
i was thinking to go home , at kuala penyu ... but then ... idk ... i still have things to settle here ...
i miss home ... i miss mommy ... i miss everyone at home ... i miss my meow ... but i just hate the feeling i still wanna spend time with them but then i already have to come back ... C'on ... semester break is only 1week ... it's too short okay ... -_-
gantung org bilang ....
So ... maybe it's better if i just stay here ... or still idk ... i'm so blur right now ...
BTW ...
i'm so happy for our academic trip to Penang recently ... it was a very enjoyable trip ... yes , we're very very tired ... but it's worth it ... for the experience ... for the time i spend with my friends ... i'm happy attending the trip ... and actually right now ... i miss it ... i miss our togetherness ... i miss to eat together with them ... to take picture ... everything we do together ... It was quite a meaningful trip for me ... my HM1115A1 & HM1115A2 friends ... i miss you guys so much ... til we meet again after the semester break kay ?

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