haters bring up my power!

no one wanna break your heart whore because you don't even have one!!!!!!! (specifically for that whore)

i will be what i wanna be one day, my dream will come true and i always believe in it. you will regret it so much if you had to lose me. 

i'm smiling doesn't mean i'm okay. i'm just good in faking it. you just have no idea what i hold inside me. 

that's how it is. i know life is not fairy tales but i believe good people always have their happy ending.

if you think i'm bad, please please please ask yourselves why? simply because you made me. my attitude is based on how you treat me?okay?

i hate girls who messed up with what is mine. what mine is mine ALONE. 

happy anniversary sayang ♥

today is a happy day for the both of us
today is our special day
for all that we have been through, we reach this far.
it has been quite some time, we have gone through alot of thing together.
21/10/2009 is the day we declare our relationship, is the day where everything started.

thank you for being there for me.
thank you for not giving up on me.
thank you for all and everything sayang.
i'm happy i have you as the love of my life.
you know you are the best part of me.

today, 21/10/2011 make us officially 2years sharing our life.
please,hold me in your arms forever.
i love you so much my Diaswilson John Frankie.
i hope we can still go on, we can always be together.

this what i do...

this what i do... when i'm all alone.
i hate being alone actually because i'll have so many thing on my mind.
i hate to think so much. i don't know but i just don't like it.
i hate it when i start to think how foolish am i....
sometimes i even think i'm such a loser but yea ...
people make mistake, so do i.
please never expect me to be perfect cause you're not perfect too.
when i accept people the way they are i expected the same from them.
sometimes, i'm so mad with my parents . but yes, they're not perfect too. they're just imperfect woman and man and i do accept them as one of the best part of me and i know no matter how far i go to hurt them they're always there and always be so forgiving.
my hope is i want someone who never give up on me and still want no matter how hard it takes to be with me . ♥

im officially missing you...

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

Lost in my own world

i'm a kind of person sometimes ... most of the times ... living in my own world ... doing my own things ... sometimes, dont even bother about other ...
i sometimes think just let the world belongs to both of us ... you and me ... we'll make a perfect team ... we will.
but then, i slowly realize that ... not everything will turn out like how we wanted it to be.
at that moment ... i think i'm the luckiest person ... but sometimes, i'm not more than just a foolish.
people said, trust is very important. once you broke a trust it will always be a broken trust. no matter how you want to deny. no matter how you are trying to fix everything, it will still stay the same way. you can never feel the same again. almost everything is in doubt. almost everything is suspicious. and because of LOVE, you're still there,protecting what is yours, trying so much not to lose, fighting w/o knowing how to win ... anymore ... yes, that's simply is me.
that one person you always count on, that one person you think that will never gonna let you down, that one person you put so much hope on. that one person simply turn out to be one person you never thought he will ever became. one person who broke every pieces of your trust.
sometimes, i wish i can turn back the time, i dont know. but i just cant. sometimes, it is very easy to say but to do is another thing, even after you are hurt, you simply still there, because of love, you still believe that one person will change.
you believe that one person will never lie to you, that one person will never hurt you, but yeah, people will somehow hurt one another sometimes. and you just have to accept that.
it hurts you a lot, a lot more than words can say when someone mean the world to you ... is not what you think that person is. but still, only you know what is inside you, no one no eyes can see what you hide behind your feeling.
because of love, you're still there, with that broken promises, things no longer stay the same but you're still there cause giving up is not your thing.
one day, when the day is come, you need to run, take your risk,take the memories, simply left everything behind, cause its no longer the same.
that one person you met, that one person who gave you those promises, that one person you hope on,
is no longer the same person ...
people change ... feeling fades ... but memories will always stay the same . that's what you should keep.
i still believe that one person is still there, i met him once, but now i lost him, but i believe, i still believe that one day, i'll meet him again. that one person. we will meet again.