Lost in my own world

i'm a kind of person sometimes ... most of the times ... living in my own world ... doing my own things ... sometimes, dont even bother about other ...
i sometimes think just let the world belongs to both of us ... you and me ... we'll make a perfect team ... we will.
but then, i slowly realize that ... not everything will turn out like how we wanted it to be.
at that moment ... i think i'm the luckiest person ... but sometimes, i'm not more than just a foolish.
people said, trust is very important. once you broke a trust it will always be a broken trust. no matter how you want to deny. no matter how you are trying to fix everything, it will still stay the same way. you can never feel the same again. almost everything is in doubt. almost everything is suspicious. and because of LOVE, you're still there,protecting what is yours, trying so much not to lose, fighting w/o knowing how to win ... anymore ... yes, that's simply is me.
that one person you always count on, that one person you think that will never gonna let you down, that one person you put so much hope on. that one person simply turn out to be one person you never thought he will ever became. one person who broke every pieces of your trust.
sometimes, i wish i can turn back the time, i dont know. but i just cant. sometimes, it is very easy to say but to do is another thing, even after you are hurt, you simply still there, because of love, you still believe that one person will change.
you believe that one person will never lie to you, that one person will never hurt you, but yeah, people will somehow hurt one another sometimes. and you just have to accept that.
it hurts you a lot, a lot more than words can say when someone mean the world to you ... is not what you think that person is. but still, only you know what is inside you, no one no eyes can see what you hide behind your feeling.
because of love, you're still there, with that broken promises, things no longer stay the same but you're still there cause giving up is not your thing.
one day, when the day is come, you need to run, take your risk,take the memories, simply left everything behind, cause its no longer the same.
that one person you met, that one person who gave you those promises, that one person you hope on,
is no longer the same person ...
people change ... feeling fades ... but memories will always stay the same . that's what you should keep.
i still believe that one person is still there, i met him once, but now i lost him, but i believe, i still believe that one day, i'll meet him again. that one person. we will meet again.