Bad days

Since yesterday I'm sick. and seriously I hate it. so much!
its so hard for me to do my assignment when my head was too dizzy and my whole body was freezing cold. seriously that's not fine at all.
I feel so under pressure. I have seriously a LOT of assignments need to be done on TIME.
but if my condition was like this...how the hell am I going to do my work??

I've been trying so hard to force myself to do it. grab the laptop and type some words in it but sadly I can't go on with it any longer. my head was so dizzy and my words is so here and there. and I end up talking crap about my transportation report.
sometimes I feel so dumb, I feel so stupid.
if only I don't failed in this paper, I wont have to do this thing like now. all of this should be over by now. but sadly, yea this is what I have to face now. life is sucks. and this is a GREAT lesson for everyone that no one should failed in the exam because no matter how good the reason behind it, there is always regret and waste of time and effort. believe me.

however, somewhere somehow, I have no other better choices ...
I hate it to the most and with all of my heart and soul but I still have to complete it. "like a boss"
assignments still have to be done on time or I might failing again. the good thing is, after I failed, then I realize every assignments was important to help every student very much in their marks and also exam.

Luckily, by today I feel better. at least I can complete few slide show about that transportation thing.
but still, my damn head feel so heavy. if only my laptop is not stolen by some motherfucking ass, maybe my assignments is already done 50%. I've been working hard since before the mid-term break. but look what happen??shit happened unexpectedly right.

I pray to God HARD. to guide and help me especially with my assignments. please help me and please gimme strength and smart enough, patience and hard working enough to make sure everything is done on time. Amen.

Sincerely,
Lost Girl.