Its her...

Browsing through her pictures...i miss her...looking at her happy smile reminds me of those happy moment i spent with her. Missing those laughter, missing those smile, missing those moment.
Where ever she is now, who ever she is with, i always and always hope the best for her. I'm nice but I'm not an angel, sometimes i say bad things, i cursed, i offended people, i judge, i laugh, i'm a sinner. one thing for sure, i'm not perfect and i can be out of control. however, i always have that one corner in my heart where i treasured all those good thoughts, good memories, good people and i always feel bless because somehow i have people who i love and their presence in my heart actually make me feel that they are actually loving me back.

If i can turn back the time, i'll never wanna hurt her. the moment i lost her, i started to realize that maybe she meant that much to me. where i can't feel her presence anymore make me missing her more and more. i always hope she will forgive me for what i have done to her. but i wonder does that forgiveness worth it for that broken trust and for hurting her. i broke her trust i broke her heart.

My dear baby girl, i'm sorry for everything. people said, when trust is broken sorry mean nothing but still, i really feel sorry. if i can have one wish. i want you back. i miss you....:'(