Mommy is like my bestfriend...my sister...my teacher...can sometimes be...my daddy...
i love my mom...i really do...she is very special to me...and she is irreplaceable...
sometimes...i was thinking...i've got the best mommy in the world...
for every single thing she have done for me...i wouldn't know how to return her the favor...she is just too good to be true...
There are times...she really understand me like no one can ever did...she let me do what i wanna do even when she know that was against the rules...she'd lie for me...she'd cover everything for me...she is my mommy...
she trust me...she trust that i am big enough to decide what i wanna do...and most importantly...she trust that im big enough to take care of myself...she trust to let me go, away from her with someone i love and believe that the person i love will take a very good care of me just like she did...she believe in whom i believe...she believe my decisions my choice is everything what i think is right.
There are times...we sit together and talk...she will tell me softly no offending if she have anything she disagree with what im doing...she will gimme those advices about life...telling me how life can be harsh...telling me not to choose the wrong path of life...I use to nodded...and say yes...i use to listen to everything she told me...her every word...her every story...you must have been thinking...did i do what she told me to?
hmm...basically...yes...but not all of them...i just cant avoid the saying that..."rules are meant to be broken" ...i cant live under the control of the rules...i cant live accordingly following the rules...the do's and the don'ts in life...life would be a mistake if we live 100% under the rules...the don'ts is actually the colour of our life...and the do's is only black and white just like the rules stated black and white on the paper...
So...im not really a very good obedient daughter to my mom...i do let her down few times...but i know she still love me very much...i can feel it...she love all of us very much...and as the matter of fact...i should let her know that...i love her too...even more...and so much more...
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| yoyo...mommy...and me... |
